Alexandria (glitterize) wrote,
Alexandria
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Okays, I deleted all my old entries and such.
Good memories, Bad memories.
I have a paid account now.
Friends only of course ..
What goes on with me, isn't any of anyones business any ways ..

Love; to people whom deserve it, you know who you are.

Pea$e suckers.
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kiss,
muah
<3 =)
<3 :)
har har , im not leaving anymore
:p see you around
<3
yay
<3
Allie
I love you AND
I'm adding you now finally.
Muah
'bout time
I love you too dear
smooch
Not A Pretty Girl

I am not a pretty girl
that is not what I do
I ain't no damsel in distess
and I don't need to be rescued
so put me down punk
maybe you'd prefer a maiden fair
isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere

I am not an angry girl
but it seems like I've got everyone fooled
every time I say something they find hard to hear
they chalk it up to my anger
and never to their own fear
and imagine you're a girl
just trying to finally come clean
knowing full well they'd prefer you
were dirty and smiling

and I am sorry
I am not a maiden fair
and I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere

and generally my generation
wouldn't be caught dead working for the man
and generally I agree with them
trouble is you gotta have youself an alternate plan
and I have earned my disillusionment
I have been working all of my life
and I am a patriot
I have been fighting the good fight
and what if there are no damsels in distress
what if I knew that and I called your bluff?
don't you think every kitten figures out how to get down
whether or not you ever show up

I am not a pretty girl
I don't want to be a pretty girl
no I want to be more than a pretty girl

Wish i may

i'm losing my love of adventure
i'm losing all respect
for me and myself tonight
i wonder what happens if i get to
the end of this tunnel
and there isn't a light
ive worn down the treads
on all of my tires
i've worn through the elbows
and the knees of my clothing
and i'm stumbling down
the gravel driveway of desire
trying not to wake up
my sleepy self-loathing

do you ever have that dream
when you open your mouth
and you try to scream
but you can't make a sound
that's everyday starting now
that's everyday starting now

dont tell me it's gonna be alright
you can't sell me on your optimism tonight
it's a stiff competition
to see who can stay up later
the stars or the street lights
and all they really want
is to be alone with the darkness
no more wish i may
no more wish i might

it takes a stiff upper lip
just to hold up my face
i gotta suck it up and savor
the taste of my own behavior
i am spinning with longing
faster then a roulette wheel
this is not who i meant to be
this is not how i meant to feel

i don't think i am strong enough
to do this much longer
god, i wish i was stronger
this song could never be long enough
to express every longing
god, i wish it was longer...
you had that on your other journal a long time ago , look how far you have come

glitterize

15 years ago

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funkalise

15 years ago

likesuicide

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glitterize

15 years ago

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likesuicide

15 years ago

glitterize

15 years ago

hey!

Anonymous

January 20 2002, 17:55:25 UTC 15 years ago

ALLIE MCBEAL! hah, not really but i thought i'd say hello since i came across your journal. mine is a deadjournal one now, because livejournal got gayer? hah
anyways HELLO AND GOODBYE // <3 bobbi
Hey sugar I've missed you soooooooo much so hopefully you read this and get in touch with me because I fixed my computer so yay =) my aol is Aerotrance5 and my email heidi@glamstar.net
fucking contact me you slut kiss kiss love yoooooooou

<3 Heidi =)

Anonymous

February 12 2002, 18:30:14 UTC 15 years ago

put ur journal back on everyone.....i like reading about u
Hey woman, get on more, I miss you.

:-P
aw
i miss you too
work sucks ;/
ps It's nanCY
and where did you get the damned paid account? I want one =\
i paid for it ;/
hello there petal! do you have msn or anything because we really need to catch up, if you dont email me at funkalise@hotmail.com
LOVE

Anonymous

February 22 2002, 19:09:56 UTC 15 years ago

You should have kept the picture of you that was black and white, with the white background.
You looked very pretty in it =]
Hello
hi
SEE
You're gay! So is everyone else on here.
ALLIE!

Where the heck are you? Or should I say how the heck are you? ;]